Lohgan is away at Pittsburg State University

Lohgan,

I am remembering the day I met you. I can relive in my mind that warm summer evening, as I sat on the couch and you sat in the big leather chair. You were so small in that big chair, telling me about starting the third grade, American Girl Dolls, Beanie Babies and your friends Rachel and Jodi. You took me by the hand and led me down the hall to show me your bedroom and your Beanie Baby collection. You were so confident and carefree. A sweet and innocent little girl full of life and love.

You were (and still are) SUCH a Daddy's Girl. I fell so in love with you and your Dad, watching the two of you together. I was in the kitchen one evening, cooking supper (mostly trying to impress your Dad) when I looked out the window and noticed you trying, unsuccessfully, to get a basketball through the net. Tom must have noticed this as well, because he stopped mowing the lawn and went over to you. He stood under the basketball goal, and after watching you try several more times make a basket, he finally just picked you up and held you up in the air, close to the goal. You easily tossed the ball through the net and grinned from ear to ear. After a chuckle and a high five, he went back to mowing the lawn.

I am smiling, but tears stream down my face as I remember these things. I smile because you have brought so much joy and happiness to my life. I cry because I miss your beautiful face and your presence in my home.

I am so proud of the young woman you have become. I look forward to hearing about all your adventures and success (and yes, even your mishaps or failures) at Pittsburg State University. Congrats to you for choosing to pursue a college degree! Although I often wish you were back here in Downs with us, I know you are where you need to be, working to accomplish the goals you have set for yourself and your future. I can't seem to tell you enough, I'm proud of you!

I miss you Lohgan, and I love you so very much.

-Julie